The worse thing about post break-up is that you miss him so much, and yet you can't call or text coz you fear he might not respond.. coz you know you really shouldn't, yet your heart yearns for contact. sigh..I miss him.. very much... sigh..

One night at a time Beth, one night at a time...

Today..I saw a rainbow , a curve of colours in the sky.So beautiful.

I also saw kids playing on the field, so joyful, so carefree, so nice... Makes me wish I was on the field too, running around, laughing and enjoying every minute of it.. that would be fun :-)

Now aren't these beautiful :-) A sea of tulips.. *well.. almost .. hehe* I have heard that there is a tulip farm (ahem.. a botanical garden) here in WA, must go and visit someday. I've always loved tulips, I remember seeing pictures of them for the first time when my dad came home from his jamboree trip to Europe. He brought home postcards showing this lovely flowers and I was thinking then that one day I will visit Amsterdam and see them myself. Well, I would still love to visit Amsterdam, but I think since it is grown in abundance here, I would go and visit. The annual Yates Springtime at Araluen Festival which runs from July 28 to October 1 displays massed Tulips and other spring flowers, including Daffodils, Jonquils, Azaleas, Camellias, Magnolias and Lilacs. Each year about 100,000 bulbs are planted in an area that has an a set up of an ancient roman ruin complete with water features and an arcade of olive trees. I will post pics when I do go for a visit :-)

Another heartwarming email I wish to share with you...

From my heart to yours....

PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant

To all my friends who are reading this, Thank You for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

A friend sent me this not too long ago..


MOMENTS IN LIFE


There are moments in life when you miss someone
so much that you just want to pick them from
your dreams and hug them for real!

When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
But often times we look so long at the
Closed door that we don't see the one,
Which has been opened for us

Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
Because it takes only a smile to
Make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream;
Go where you want to go;
Be what you want to be,
Because you have only one life
And one chance to do all the things
You want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet
Enough trials to make you strong,
Enough sorrow to keep you human and
Enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily
Have the best of everything;
They just make the most of
Everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always
Be based on a forgotten past;
You can't go forward in life until
You let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying
And everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so at the end,
You’re the one who is smiling and everyone
Around you is crying.

Don't count the years - count the memories